Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day 7: It works!

Finally comes the last day... The positivity experiment worked... I know I will be thinking of good things before I sleep (even though I wont be posting them!)

So today's list... and it is going to short and quick... feeling pretty sleepy!

1. I reached on time for the morning class (finally!... I always miss the metro by a hairline usually...) and it didnt take place!

2. Attended a two-and-a-half-hour class (standing!)... and it was so good... (again doesnt sound like me, but the class was actually amazing!... none of us wanted the class to end!)

3. Met a friend...

4. Took my grandmom to a shopping mall! She wanted to see one before going back to the village. She loved shopping there!

5. Drove after a long time!

Monday, August 2, 2010

Day 6: The lazy sunday!



Thoroughly enjoying my positivity experiment... I get to relive the best parts of the day at the end of the day and go to sleep on a positive note!

So, here goes my 5 for the day:

1. Got up real early today... even though it was a sunday! Why? -To enjoy the amazing rain! It was pouring like never before... and it rained continuously for 5 hrs... Woke up my friends also! :)

2. Me and dad sat down to write down our family tree (with a little help from grandmom)... and we jotted down around 214 names... went up by 4 generations.... I got one huge family :). Dad has got amazing memory... he rattled off relatives names and the maiden names of the people who got married into the family! (btw this entire exercise really irked my mother, since we didnt get any work done around the house on sundays also!)

3. Finally, i cleaned up my room! I can now find books, maybe it will make me study! And i got 2 rooms now (mine and my bro's- missing him, he is off to hostel!)
the 'Before' and 'After' of the huge task!
4. Sold away old newspapers- and earned money (since i arranged and weighed them, i get to keep the money- sundays can be rewarding too!)

5. Had a mango... the season hasn't gotten over yet it seems, since the mango was delicious!

(a mosquito just bit me and my ankle is bleeding, otherwise i would have rambled more!)

Day 5: A day too late!

This one is yesterday's post... somehow had skipped posting it!

1. Had a photo session in college right in the morning (at our usual 'Audi Steps')... friends always pep you up!
(i avoid umbrellas, this one is just for the pic!)

2. Got drenched on the way to the hospital... that was fun!
(i told you, i repel umbrellas! :))

3. Talked for a long time with senior-cum-friend! Intern Gossip...


5. Had long distance chats with cousins for over 3 hours... (that probably explains why i forgot to blog yesterday!)

Friday, July 30, 2010

Day 4: the resting day!


Did nothing at all today.... so nothing much to fill the blog!

1. I slept for 15hrs straight... skipped breakfast and lunch! And Iam still sleepy...zzzzzzz....

2. Made plans of meeting friends this week. They are non-Delhites, so it is only once in a while that we get to meet.

3. Caught up on the missed episodes of 'The Amazing Race'... the last 2 legs consisted of the beautiful countryside of France. I love this show, it takes you on an adventure around the world!

4. hmmmmmmm...Then I talked to my grand-mom... she is here in Delhi right now and is getting immensely bored.

5. Saw trailers of various movies... hadnt seen any in the last 2 weeks!

Back to sleep....zzzzzz.....

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Day 3: and the fun continues!


1. Photos-ah! The camera is a such a wonderful invention. Going thru pics gives so much pleasure (because we capture only the happy moments...) flipping through old photo albums, and browsing through the new digital ones.
Also, uploaded my trip pics and my facebook notifications were full!
And here's my flickr pic (flickr is an amazing site for photography lovers!)

2. On my way to college, discussed 'places to visit' and exchanged travel experiences, with a 'mother of two' who loves holidaying! It is never too early and never too late to travel is what I deciphered. So, whenever you get the time, pack and go!

3. First day of medicine posting... we tried our best to be sincere students, but alas everything was against us- no patients, then no professors with free time, and no roster! Net result- lets go to Janpath- our one-stop destination for Food, water and clothes!!! This time went with friends who usually skip out of such outings- loved it!!! Oh! and I bought myself a 'Superman' shirt (have been trying to convince my brother to buy one for himself for the past 1 year, but he is one adamant person...)

4. Helped my friend figure out a gift-list for her boyfriend! Planning out surprises and gifts is fun!

5. Played with the kids (chunnu-munnus) in our society after a long time. The slides, the swings- i just love being with the kids. Then, my youngest friend (she is 16 months old) came over to my place and selected this assortment of toys for the day (all from the Mc-donalds Happy Meal collection that me and my brother collected!)... we played and then put them all (the doggies, the bears, jasmine and whatever the others were) to sleep....zzzzzzz......

And now I will try go catch some sleep......zzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Day 2: Loads of fun...


Tired to the core... yet happy!

1. Dad's birthday today! Gave him loads of Kitkats!!! He enjoyed it.... I love u Dad!


2. Had a talk with friend-cum-senior... feels wonderful when somebody tries to guide you on the basis of their experiences... friends make life a step simpler for us by sharing theirs! (was unable to complete the conversation-to be contd...)

3. Had the final class of surgery posting... took loads of pics in the opd (ignoring the patients- who were probably thinking- 'OMG! are these monkeys gonna treat us???')

4. Friend's birthday treat... after a long time all of us were together at one place.... caught up on loads of gossip! And we gave her a 'surprise' cake in central park (where btw eatables are strictly prohibited! but i think we gave a different meaning to the 'strictly' word!)

5. Spent loads of time with friends.... had lots of chocolate... and went shopping (not for me, but still shopping is shopping!)...

P.S Go have some chocolate after reading this post, and u will feel good!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

My 7 days of positivity!!!

Here comes a much delayed positivity experiment...

Starting today, I will be acknowledging 5 things that brought a smile to my face, things that made me realize that life is not always about the great things, but also about the small imperfect little nothings!

So, here goes my list for the day... (actually i might have some problems in defining my days, since my day kinda starts now in the night!)

1. Rain... amazing weather... lovely breeze, and no raincoat! what better way to start the day!!! For a change I didnt want to take the artificially cooled Metro!

2. No tension of ward leaving (that is a viva that med students have to give to prove that we have attended a clinical posting and have learnt enough to atleast make a list of possible conditions a patient may have- the list usually consists only of the diagnosis that we have seen from the patient's file or worse still- have asked the patient himself! ;P)... I have always been told since childhood- "If you are tension free before an assessment, it means you are either very-very well prepared, or not at all prepared." Have never been the former, but being the latter allows you to enjoy before and after exam!
Btw... what did I learn today in the wardleaving- "Kab, kyun, aur kaise ka gyaan= vigyaan"

3. I was witness to a colorful CP (bad luck, I dont have a camera phone anymore). As a result of a fire that broke out in the Rajiv Chowk metro station and tripped the yellow line of the subway, people (mostly Fuchchas/ freshers) pooled about in the inner circle of CP. On any other day, I would have been frustrated by the crowd, people everywhere amidst the construction debris. But, not today. The weather changes the way u look at the world around u. Everything seemed so bright and colorful around me. People are such a pleasure to observe- the way they dress, the way they speak, the way some are curious to see what happened, the way some are restless to go on with their life, the way some stop and admire their sorroundings... everything!

4. Always look out the window when u take the blue line of the metro. U can see loads... the yamuna (for a change flowing like a true river in the monsoons), the akshardham mandir, the stadium besides it, the games village, and if u look carefully u can see the beautiful structure of the new Jawaharlal Nehru stadium in the distance (besides the humayun tomb), and the symbol of Delhi- the Lotus temple!

5. Came across 2 beautiful quotes:
(a) "Life need not be perfect for it to become great"
(b) "Don't quit while the night is darkest for it is just a while till dawn"

Wow! wrote so much for a change... i did deviate a lot from what i was saying, but that is what i always do- ramble!...

Thanks Sucheta for ur positivity experiment!!!

P.S. sorry for the drab post... will try to make it seem as cheerful as it sounds in my head! (will carry my cam frm tom!)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

MEDICON-2010- The path to it and the experiences!

A Medical Student's Research Conference... sounds pretty boring right? But it is very much the opposite.


Last year when I applied to ICMR (the council that promotes and encourages clinical research among students), it was basically to get more time in the clinics. MBBS second year with its dry subjects (pharmacology for instance) pretty much made me quit medicine. The end of the exams and I really wanted to get out of the monotonous ‘posting-and-lecture’ schedules. I didn’t know then that a paediatrics project would be so hectic and time-consuming. My entire summer vacations plus loads of posting time were spent in the project. It did give me good results, I learnt more in those 4-5 months of project than I did otherwise (I am not a person who picks up a book and studies, it has to be somebody or the other teaching me- I still don’t know how I ended up in this field where you have to be self taught!) Then came third year exams and my project submission. Again, I got bugged up by everything, so much so that I didn’t realise that my project results were 'not bad' for it being a phase I study (not going into the details of it). This is when I realised that I work best only under pressure. Going retrospective, I have always just met my deadlines. And even since then, it is always work for days continuously without any sleep just before submission time.



Anyways, coming to Medicon, I didn’t know there were so many like-minded medical students in India who were genuinely interested in researching and in MBBS per-se (unlike me I must say, I researched to escape the feeling of being in MBBS). But, yeah seeing hundreds of students from different parts of the country was an amazing experience. Also, the world is a small place, a really small place- for half the people it was like “Oh! I have seen you somewhere, probably my school, no my coaching, no wait you are my friend’s friend or maybe not, but the bottom-line is I think I know you!”. Then coming to the actual conference part, there was Dr. Vinay Kumar (THE Dr. Vinay), the one who wrote Robbins Textbook of Pathology (almost all med-students across the world read it, and most love it.) He is one person who has gone places with his intellect and passion for science and research. And yet he is so grounded, so sweet and so encouraging. Meeting doctors like Dr. Shobha, who set aside their ‘born with a silver spoon’ lifestyles to help the underprivileged in difficult situations of emergency and war, really inspires us to do something for the country, for the world, to give back something. As of now, I cannot help anyone until I know what I am doing. So, her passion has inspired me really focus hard and study in a way I can apply things, not in a way I can pass MBBS. Here comes the best part- meeting new friends. They made the entire journey memorable. People sometimes go out of their way to help you, and that is what proves that the world is still a humanitarian place. I am jealous that I wasn’t in first year or something when I did my project, it would have given me more exposure for further options. But, as they say- ‘it’s never too late’. The conference also gave some sort of boost to my otherwise low self-esteem. I liked what I had done. And for once, I like what I am doing!

P.S- People going to Coimbatore, keep some full days free for exploring the beautiful places there (Ooty, Munnar, Kochi)....

Out of Boredom...

I was just visiting my blog and here is what I noticed...
My title description says that my blog is gonna document my feelings about the medical course of mine. Then I went through my blog and realised that nowhere does it talk of the course. My description fails, however the title is vvery apt- my blog (if that is what a collection of 'out-of-boredom' musings are called) is actually a random collection of thoughts- Ramblings.
But coming to the point, Iam now thinking of updating atleast one medicine related post! Lets see how long it takes...

Monday, May 31, 2010

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Development or Not?

Every morning for the past one year, I have been witnessing the change that Delhi is undergoing. I used to think- ‘Wow! Delhi is developing.’ But, today when I saw trees being chopped down (again and again) in the name of this ‘development’, I re-thought. There is so much going around us (Delhites) in the name of the Commonwealth Games. Everything everywhere is being budged around-modified-renovated-built! (Actually right now, everything is being torn down; don’t know when the positive phase will begin.) But yeah, the point is- Are the Commonwealth Games really worth it? Are we really moving forward to reach the goal of successfully hosting the Games? Or are we just trying to jump across years of planning hurdles? I am not the right person to comment on the long-term results of all this, but as a laymanwoman Delhite who loves her city, I find the present state utterly depressing. Trees being chopped down, when they are all bright and green, when they hold the promise of providing shade in the coming summers (in this year’s case, the early summers), doesn’t provide a warm cool picture. Why can’t the city be planned around nature? Why do we have to trample nature to move forward? Maybe it is the lack of time (again, I might be wrong) or maybe it is just the path of least resistance (lazy people like me not wanting to think more than what is required)! I just wish the city doesn’t lose its charm!

P.S. For those who love optimism, here’s another outlook- In developmental pediatrics, it is a known fact that every newborn must lose certain impulses in order for other developmental milestones to appear. That’s how development occurs. Let’s just project this thumb rule onto our city!