Just Lessons...

Disclaimer- The following is not poetry, not micro poetry, not an article, no format.... Just Lessons!

Never get defensive in friendship.
Somebody is angry at you,
          let them show the anger.
There is no mistake of yours, let it be;
          they will understand when the time comes.
Somebody is not talking to you
          you go talk to them.
Friendship doesn't need explanations or negotiations.
There is this beautiful message which says:
          'Friends can start off years later from just where they left off'!'
But, I have these nightmares...
          Can I? Will I be able to?
Scary but imminently near...
You think you have known a person your whole life, THEIR whole life
          But then, do you really know them?
          Why just THEM?  Do you know yourself truly and completely?
          I doubt myself!
5 years... and my life has been a roller coaster
          But it was not the roller coaster I booked and hopped onto;
          I kept changing tracks, jumping people, jumping situations;
And now, the track is about to end- mid-air;
And I find myself lonely in out there...
Just lessons, but time-costly lessons!
Maybe that's what experience is all about...

A scientific-cum-cultural learning experience in Holland

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Rambling!!!

Passing Time.... Trying to revive a dormant blog again! (for the nth time now!)

WHAT WAS YOUR-
1. Last beverage: Chocolate-Milk

2. Last phone call: Dad
3. Last text message: HB
4. Last song you listened to: 'Naalo Vedane'- Vinayakudu (Telugu)
5. Last time you cried: 2hrs back when I vomited.

HAVE YOU EVER-
7. Been cheated on: Maybe

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS-
12. Purple

13. Blue
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2010)-
15. Made a new friend: Yes... loads of forever friends! :)

16. Fallen out of love: Never fell in to fall out!
17. Laughed until you cried: Yup... lots of times!

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: No... and yes... Found true friends... but dont know whether the rest are true or not!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes... and have been hurt :(
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All
23. How many kids do you want to have: Never given it a thought!
24. Do you have any pets: Do GoldFish classify as pets? If yes- then yes!
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Midnight party- Friends at home...
27. What time did you wake up today: 7:30am (late to bed but alas have to rise early!)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking, Surfing, Thinking of what to do... everything except what I was supposed to do- sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: A trip to a different continent....
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2mins back.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Career opted.
32. What are you listening to right now: Riots- Slumdog Millionaire- A.R.Rehman
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: Unable to meet everybody! Unable to fit in more than 24hrs into my day!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Gmail, Blogger
36. What’s your real name: Ramya Pinnamaneni
37. Nicknames: Ramoo, RAMS, Rummy
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or Female: Female
41. Elementary: School hopping...
42. Middle School: Amity
43. High school/college: LHMC
44. Hair colour: Black
46. Weight: Am embarrassed.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing
49. Piercings: Ears
50. Tattoos: No... but wanna get one soon!
51. Righty or left: Lefty!

FIRSTS -
52. First surgery: None

53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: Never really understood the concept of 'Best' in Best friend!
55. First sport you joined: Table Tennis
56. First vacation: from??? I guess all my vacations involved going to my native place!

RIGHT NOW-
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I’m about to: post this rambling session.
62. Listening to: Mambo No. 5
63. Waiting for: sleep!
YOUR FUTURE-
64. Want kids?: dunno

65. Get Married?: Yea
66. Career?: directionless

WHICH IS BETTER?-
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Both (but only from certain ppl!)
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger- Is there ever a doubt?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic but spontaneous in the same!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationships
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker

HAVE YOU EVER-
76. Kissed a stranger: No

77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: Find me a date!
80. Broken someone’s heart: Not a chance!!!!
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Never had the chance
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: Maybe
DO YOU BELIEVE IN-
86. Yourself: Rarely

87. Miracles: Ever since I got into Med School!
88. Love at first sight: Yes... I have seen some really good proofs!
89. Heaven: Sometimes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No

95. Did you sing today?: Yup... I always sing when there's noone around!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time: Would want the chance to correct a few life-changing decisions!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it : The day the finals got over!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes... 

That was a pretty long rambling/ time-pass... Bored myself! Hope none of you have read it upto this sentence!