A Med School student....with mixed feelings....with a love-hate relationship with my course... The blog here is gonna document my feelings!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Day 7: It works!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Day 6: The lazy sunday!
Day 5: A day too late!
Friday, July 30, 2010
Day 4: the resting day!
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Day 3: and the fun continues!
Day 2: Loads of fun...
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
My 7 days of positivity!!!
Starting today, I will be acknowledging 5 things that brought a smile to my face, things that made me realize that life is not always about the great things, but also about the small imperfect little nothings!
So, here goes my list for the day... (actually i might have some problems in defining my days, since my day kinda starts now in the night!)
1. Rain... amazing weather... lovely breeze, and no raincoat! what better way to start the day!!! For a change I didnt want to take the artificially cooled Metro!
2. No tension of ward leaving (that is a viva that med students have to give to prove that we have attended a clinical posting and have learnt enough to atleast make a list of possible conditions a patient may have- the list usually consists only of the diagnosis that we have seen from the patient's file or worse still- have asked the patient himself! ;P)... I have always been told since childhood- "If you are tension free before an assessment, it means you are either very-very well prepared, or not at all prepared." Have never been the former, but being the latter allows you to enjoy before and after exam!
Btw... what did I learn today in the wardleaving- "Kab, kyun, aur kaise ka gyaan= vigyaan"
3. I was witness to a colorful CP (bad luck, I dont have a camera phone anymore). As a result of a fire that broke out in the Rajiv Chowk metro station and tripped the yellow line of the subway, people (mostly Fuchchas/ freshers) pooled about in the inner circle of CP. On any other day, I would have been frustrated by the crowd, people everywhere amidst the construction debris. But, not today. The weather changes the way u look at the world around u. Everything seemed so bright and colorful around me. People are such a pleasure to observe- the way they dress, the way they speak, the way some are curious to see what happened, the way some are restless to go on with their life, the way some stop and admire their sorroundings... everything!
4. Always look out the window when u take the blue line of the metro. U can see loads... the yamuna (for a change flowing like a true river in the monsoons), the akshardham mandir, the stadium besides it, the games village, and if u look carefully u can see the beautiful structure of the new Jawaharlal Nehru stadium in the distance (besides the humayun tomb), and the symbol of Delhi- the Lotus temple!
5. Came across 2 beautiful quotes:
(a) "Life need not be perfect for it to become great"
(b) "Don't quit while the night is darkest for it is just a while till dawn"
Wow! wrote so much for a change... i did deviate a lot from what i was saying, but that is what i always do- ramble!...
Thanks Sucheta for ur positivity experiment!!!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
MEDICON-2010- The path to it and the experiences!
Last year when I applied to ICMR (the council that promotes and encourages clinical research among students), it was basically to get more time in the clinics. MBBS second year with its dry subjects (pharmacology for instance) pretty much made me quit medicine. The end of the exams and I really wanted to get out of the monotonous ‘posting-and-lecture’ schedules. I didn’t know then that a paediatrics project would be so hectic and time-consuming. My entire summer vacations plus loads of posting time were spent in the project. It did give me good results, I learnt more in those 4-5 months of project than I did otherwise (I am not a person who picks up a book and studies, it has to be somebody or the other teaching me- I still don’t know how I ended up in this field where you have to be self taught!) Then came third year exams and my project submission. Again, I got bugged up by everything, so much so that I didn’t realise that my project results were 'not bad' for it being a phase I study (not going into the details of it). This is when I realised that I work best only under pressure. Going retrospective, I have always just met my deadlines. And even since then, it is always work for days continuously without any sleep just before submission time.
Anyways, coming to Medicon, I didn’t know there were so many like-minded medical students in India who were genuinely interested in researching and in MBBS per-se (unlike me I must say, I researched to escape the feeling of being in MBBS). But, yeah seeing hundreds of students from different parts of the country was an amazing experience. Also, the world is a small place, a really small place- for half the people it was like “Oh! I have seen you somewhere, probably my school, no my coaching, no wait you are my friend’s friend or maybe not, but the bottom-line is I think I know you!”. Then coming to the actual conference part, there was Dr. Vinay Kumar (THE Dr. Vinay), the one who wrote Robbins Textbook of Pathology (almost all med-students across the world read it, and most love it.) He is one person who has gone places with his intellect and passion for science and research. And yet he is so grounded, so sweet and so encouraging. Meeting doctors like Dr. Shobha, who set aside their ‘born with a silver spoon’ lifestyles to help the underprivileged in difficult situations of emergency and war, really inspires us to do something for the country, for the world, to give back something. As of now, I cannot help anyone until I know what I am doing. So, her passion has inspired me really focus hard and study in a way I can apply things, not in a way I can pass MBBS. Here comes the best part- meeting new friends. They made the entire journey memorable. People sometimes go out of their way to help you, and that is what proves that the world is still a humanitarian place. I am jealous that I wasn’t in first year or something when I did my project, it would have given me more exposure for further options. But, as they say- ‘it’s never too late’. The conference also gave some sort of boost to my otherwise low self-esteem. I liked what I had done. And for once, I like what I am doing!
P.S- People going to Coimbatore, keep some full days free for exploring the beautiful places there (Ooty, Munnar, Kochi)....
Out of Boredom...
My title description says that my blog is gonna document my feelings about the medical course of mine. Then I went through my blog and realised that nowhere does it talk of the course. My description fails, however the title is vvery apt- my blog (if that is what a collection of 'out-of-boredom' musings are called) is actually a random collection of thoughts- Ramblings.
But coming to the point, Iam now thinking of updating atleast one medicine related post! Lets see how long it takes...
Monday, May 31, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Development or Not?
Every morning for the past one year, I have been witnessing the change that manwoman Delhite who loves her city, I find the present state utterly depressing. Trees being chopped down, when they are all bright and green, when they hold the promise of providing shade in the coming summers (in this year’s case, the early summers), doesn’t provide a warm cool picture. Why can’t the city be planned around nature? Why do we have to trample nature to move forward? Maybe it is the lack of time (again, I might be wrong) or maybe it is just the path of least resistance (lazy people like me not wanting to think more than what is required)! I just wish the city doesn’t lose its charm!
P.S. For those who love optimism, here’s another outlook- In developmental pediatrics, it is a known fact that every newborn must lose certain impulses in order for other developmental milestones to appear. That’s how development occurs. Let’s just project this thumb rule onto our city!